The Person I Wanna Be Vs The Real Me

The person I wanna be is not my idol neither is my inspiration. It is not someone else but a better version of me. My better self :). The real me is far from what I wanna be but I am growing and will keep growing. One can never be perfect but it can be close to it. Do you know when all your hard work is worth it? When you feel that the journey is more exciting, more thrilling, more electrifying than the destination. So, Let's just keep bustling.^-^

The Person I Am

Just a sneak peek of my personality. This all is how I am from my perspective, not according to others as I don't care what they think of me :) My actual self is:

  • Clumsy- even if I'm doing nothing my clumsy inner self will find ways to hurt myself, if not me then things and sometimes people around me also T_T It is hard living like this
  • Lazy
  • Highly addicted to phone/social media
  • Noisy- if normal people have their volume of voice set at 1 on a scale of 1 to 5 then my volume is set at 3 and I can't control it. Secondly, I laugh like a maniac. T_T
  • Foodie- but also get full with just 2 spoons :]
  • Confident- what do you think that I will only write my flaws? bold of you to assume that.😎
  • Emotional- I'm hella emotional. I can endure physical pain to an extent but I'm very sensitive emotionally. 
  • Extrovert
  • Always enthusiastic
  • More sporty than girly
  • Carefree- I don't care about looks much, mind my own business and stay away from gossip 👍
The Person I Wanna Be

My vision of my better self is: 

  • Being not addicted to my phone/social media (obviously -_-)
  • Becoming more calm, productive, and focused- I'm the total opposite of it T_T
  • Not being clumsy and loud (obviously 2.0) 
  • Long-term memory- I forget things real quick and especially when it is important :(
  • Not being an open book- some people know me the way they don't deserve and I don't like it.
  • Forgiveness- it works both ways, forgiving the other for the wrong done to you and seeking forgiveness for the harm you have caused another. They stand equally important in the act of forgiveness. 
  • Being more practical in life- as I'm emotional I get carried away easily which I don't want
  • Being a bookworm- yeah weird enough, isn't it?
  • Having a simple life😃
  • Being self-dependent
  • Helping everyone but giving importance to only those who deserve
  • Being happy with whatsoever I have- this is one of my principle of life and I wanna stick to it till the end. 
I hope you liked it and many of you may have related to it also. Just remember that self-growth should be inevitable in any phase of life.😊

Wishing you a really happy new year. Let's hope this new year brings a lot of happiness and let's take a long stride toward self-growth.💙✨

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