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Rain, Music and Me: A Beautiful Relationship

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I just loooveeee rain. I mean who doesn't? (it's okay if you don't) Today it was raining; in SUMMER, in the month of APRIL; like monsoon was going on. It was like something triggered clouds that made them vulnerable; they were expressing their misery, anger or agony. OR. Maybe they were happy to the extent that they were laughing like there's no tomorrow. Maybe. Maybe not. But what it made me feel was ✨ethereal✨. I wanted time to stop. I wanna live that moment again. It was like a scene from a movie whose theme was loving yourself. In my headset, songs playing in the background were like......were like a whole bunch of not cherries but bunch of strawberries on the cake (not a fan of cherries). It must be a coincidence that my playlist was playing Yeh Haseen Vadiyaan, Bye, Matargashti, Sooraj Dooba Hain, and Ilahi . which were in perfect sync for the moment. I cannot resist the desire to dance. My body was swaying along to the melody of both rain and music. For an insta...

Am I Natural?

 I get scared of myself   Looking at how many different personalities breathe into my soul,   Which one is my true self?   Or do they all add up to make me whole?   Sometimes I'm a lioness inside   but can't express that, dunno why?   Maybe that's just my other side,   Am I natural? Atleast I try.   Sometimes I'm all happy and smiley   but the next moment I will cry,   I hate this thing about me highly,   Am I natural? Atleast I try   Sometimes I feel "I'm alone",   Conversations feel dry,   For that instant, I'm just a living stone,   Am I natural? Atleast I try.  This is a poem that I wrote. Actually, it's just my 3rd poem. I'm just a beginner haha. I wrote it when I realizes that there isn't any specific personality of mine, I'm an extrovert sometimes; sometimes an intro. I'm fierce yet quiet. I'm childish ...