How my past year was

Yooo guyssss, I'm back after 8 MONTHS AND 12 DAYS (to be precise) which equals 256 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed writing so much, not like I was not writing anything from the past year but this is different from just filling up notebooks. My journey through 10th standard was a rollercoaster ride with many highs and lows (ofc!), tonnes of realisations and the very obvious thing: academic stress. During board examination, NOT A SINGLE EXAM except Mathematics (ofc!) I have given without stressing and crying over it. And now that it is over, I feel ABSOLUTELY nothing special! Am I happy? Maybe. Am I sad? Maybe. Do I want to go through that again? Probably not. Do I want to never remember it? Probably not. I don't know what to feel about boards getting over. It's like now I can do all those things that I used to do during exams just without academic stress.

Out of manyyyy things I realised, one was that I can't study online. Online learning is not for me. As I  never took tuition and didn't even want to, I took a subscription of a very famous app and............... now I feel my 1550 rupees were not worth it. I only studied science from that app and nothing else coz I liked the faculty of science only. And it is also very difficult for me to focus on online classes. I even forgot things quickly that were taught online rather than offline. Now, I'm thinking of preparing for JEE. So, for the first time in my life, I'm going to join a coaching. It's going to be a completely new experience for me and I'm up for all the challenges coming with it! I have heard from people on the internet that, "After 10th the real studies and actual hardships of life will start." Let's see where my journey goes and I promise to keep you all updated and be regular. 

I have achieved something very special guys and I want to share it with all of you. I *extreme drum rolls* got selected for the national level of NCSC(National Children's Science Congress). I went to Bhopal for the state level and my experience of those 3 days was just........... very very inspiring and encouraging. My mouth was left hanging after seeing the projects of others. I feel that leaving my 2 subject's pre-board for this was worth it.

It's also been 1 YEAR since I left Badminton and I miss nothing more than just being on the badminton court with my racket in hand. I don't even want to rejoin it now as I know I will again have to leave it after 2 months coz of classes for JEE, which I don't want to do. I had cried enough about it and I don't want to re-experience that :)

Anyway, it was an overall a very good experience in 10th standard and I still can't believe that I am not going to sit with my friends anymore (most of them are leaving school and I may too), meet them regularly and have a lot of fun at the last bench. I will miss all of my crackheads. And I'm very aware of how difficult it is going to be to maintain friendships with everyone. It just makes everything even more gloomy (dude, I am actually tearing up rn).

BTW I'm learning to drive a 2-wheeler. Though I'm underage to learn to drive according to the rules and regulations of India. But almost every one of my age knows how to drive. I question myself sometimes, Did I start learning it late or early??? But who cares.

That is it for now. I'm going to be regular from now on. So, keep supporting, commenting and looking forward to my blogs :)

And also I am thinking of doing Guest Posts. What do you all think of that?? Tell me in the comments.